{"id":43,"date":"2026-01-27T21:47:43","date_gmt":"2026-01-27T13:47:43","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/lovejade.org\/?p=43"},"modified":"2026-01-27T21:51:54","modified_gmt":"2026-01-27T13:51:54","slug":"%e9%a4%98%e7%94%9f%e3%80%81%e9%87%8d%e7%94%9f%ef%bc%9a%e5%9b%9e%e5%ae%b6%e7%9a%84%e7%ac%ac%e4%b8%80%e5%80%8b%e6%b8%85%e6%99%a8-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/lovejade.org\/?p=43","title":{"rendered":"\u9918\u751f\u3001\u91cd\u751f\uff1a\u56de\u5bb6\u7684\u7b2c\u4e00\u500b\u6e05\u6668"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Remaining Life, Rebirth: The First Morning Back Home<\/p>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-uagb-tabs uagb-block-cb55ace3 uagb-tabs__wrap uagb-tabs__hstyle1-desktop uagb-tabs__vstyle6-tablet uagb-tabs__stack1-mobile\" data-tab-active=\"0\"><ul class=\"uagb-tabs__panel uagb-tabs__align-left\" role=\"tablist\"><li class=\"uagb-tab uagb-tabs__active\" role=\"none\"><a href=\"#uagb-tabs__tab0\" class=\"uagb-tabs-list uagb-tabs__icon-position-left\" data-tab=\"0\" role=\"tab\"><div>\u4e2d\u6587<\/div><\/a><\/li><li class=\"uagb-tab \" role=\"none\"><a href=\"#uagb-tabs__tab1\" class=\"uagb-tabs-list uagb-tabs__icon-position-left\" data-tab=\"1\" role=\"tab\"><div>\u82f1\u6587<\/div><\/a><\/li><\/ul><div class=\"uagb-tabs__body-wrap\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-uagb-tabs-child uagb-tabs__body-container uagb-inner-tab-0\" aria-labelledby=\"uagb-tabs__tab0\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>\u6c11\u570b114\u5e7412\u670828\u65e5\u3002<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u6e05\u6668\u9192\u4f86\uff0c\u610f\u8b58\u9084\u5728\u534a\u5922\u534a\u9192\u9593\u5f98\u5f8a\u3002\u6163\u6027\u4f7f\u7136\uff0c\u6050\u61fc\u5148\u65bc\u601d\u7dd2\u4e00\u6b65\u6e67\u4e0a\u5fc3\u982d\u2014\u2014\u6211\u5728\u60f3\uff0c\u662f\u4e0d\u662f\u53c8\u8981\u6709\u4eba\u5f37\u884c\u63b0\u958b\u6211\u7684\u5634\uff0c\u704c\u5165\u90a3\u80a1\u6211\u6700\u53ad\u60e1\u7684\u725b\u5976\u5473\uff1f<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u5728\u990a\u8001\u9662\u7684\u65e5\u5b50\uff0c\u65e9\u6668\u662f\u5f9e\u75db\u82e6\u958b\u59cb\u7684\u3002\u6211\u4e0d\u559c\u6b61\u725b\u5976\uff0c\u66f4\u4e0d\u60f3\u559d\u725b\u5976\uff0c\u4f46\u5728\u90a3\u88e1\uff0c\u6211\u6c92\u6709\u8aaa\u300c\u4e0d\u300d\u7684\u6b0a\u5229\u3002\u5916\u7c4d\u7167\u670d\u54e1\u70ba\u4e86\u7701\u4e8b\uff0c\u7e3d\u662f\u7528\u704c\u7684\u65b9\u5f0f\u5f37\u8feb\u6211\u559d\u5b8c\uff0c\u4e73\u767d\u8272\u7684\u6db2\u9ad4\u5e38\u5674\u6ffa\u5f97\u6574\u4ef6\u8863\u670d\u90fd\u662f\u6f2c\u8de1\u3002\u6211\u66fe\u54c0\u6c42\u5927\u5152\u5b50\u505c\u6b62\u652f\u4ed8\u90a3\u7b46\u5976\u7c89\u9322\uff0c\u4ee5\u70ba\u6c92\u4e86\u9322\uff0c\u6211\u5c31\u80fd\u514d\u65bc\u9019\u5834\u5100\u5f0f\uff0c\u4f46\u6211\u7684\u9858\u671b\u5f9e\u672a\u5be6\u73fe\u3002<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u56e0\u70ba\u5df4\u91d1\u68ee\u6c0f\u75c7\uff0c\u6211\u7684\u8eab\u9ad4\u6210\u4e86\u6211\u6700\u89aa\u8fd1\u537b\u4e5f\u6700\u964c\u751f\u7684\u56da\u7c60\uff0c\u50f5\u786c\u7684\u624b\u8173\u4e0d\u807d\u4f7f\u559a\uff0c\u7121\u6cd5\u53cd\u6297\uff1b\u56e0\u70ba\u9752\u5149\u773c\uff0c\u6211\u7684\u4e16\u754c\u53ea\u5269\u7121\u76e1\u7684\u9ed1\u6697\u3002\u6211\u53ea\u80fd\u50cf\u5177\u6728\u5076\uff0c\u4efb\u7531\u4ed6\u5011\u64fa\u5e03\u3002<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>\u76f4\u5230\u5de6\u624b\u5c0f\u6307\u50b3\u4f86\u4e00\u9663\u947d\u5fc3\u7684\u523a\u75db\u3002<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u90a3\u75db\u89ba\u50cf\u662f\u4e00\u9053\u9583\u96fb\uff0c\u64ca\u788e\u4e86\u6b98\u5b58\u7684\u5669\u5922\u3002\u6211\u7a81\u7136\u610f\u8b58\u5230\uff1a\u6211\u4e0d\u5728\u990a\u8001\u9662\u4e86\u3002\u6211\u5728\u5bb6\u3002\u5728\u90a3\u500b\u95ca\u5225\u4e09\u5e74\u3001\u771f\u6b63\u5c6c\u65bc\u6211\u7684\u5bb6\u3002\u6211\u4e0d\u518d\u9700\u8981\u5fcd\u53d7\u90a3\u4ee4\u4eba\u7a92\u606f\u7684\u704c\u5976\uff0c\u6211\u53ef\u4ee5\u6c7a\u5b9a\u6211\u8981\u5403\u4ec0\u9ebc\uff0c\u6211\u81ea\u7531\u4e86\u3002<\/p>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-uagb-tabs-child uagb-tabs__body-container uagb-inner-tab-1\" aria-labelledby=\"uagb-tabs__tab1\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>December 28, 114th year of the Republic of China<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I woke up this morning, my consciousness still lingering in a half-dreaming, half-awake state. 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